I hate holidays now

FYI I'm just in a pissy mood I general cause imon my phone due to no real internet.

But god damn it holidays, Halloween isn't fun anymore and I never get to do anything. And I'm really made right now because I had made plans three times and everyone kept canceling on my. The third plan being cancelled JUST THIS MORNING WOW THANKS.

Holidays and events are no fun anymore and I either get really sad or angry about them.
On holidays like Easter and Christmas my family is, "oh year your here too take this" then proceed to give my siblings 8 times more affections and drown them in gifts and I'm standing here like, "...wow okay"

My birthdays are always pure shit and my brother if not most gets all the attentions

Man as the years go by just start hating all these events more ànd more, I get ignored or treated like u was a last minute invite or something. One year on valentines day some kids even had the nerve to rob me of all my valentine items, and I came home covered in tears and nothing but my bag full of trash that they put there.

It's terrible, I remember when I heard holiday music and got excitied for these things. Now it's nothing but dissapointment.

I'm so done.

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